The struggle
Journal Entry: Sun Apr 13, 2008, 9:26 PM
- Mood:
Anguish - Listening to: SomaFM: Groove Salad
- Reading: Neverwhere - Neil Gaiman
- Watching: 30 Rock
- Playing: Homeworld2
- Drinking: H20
So what I am supposed to do in this existential struggle of mine. As I try to move forward in my quest to become who I wish to be, these autonomous neural programs built into me by society and the like keep pushing me back. Think about it your responses to emotionally charged situations. Are you acting in accordance with your will or by instinct?
These things in my head leave me picking up the pieces and now I've been told I am to be no more by my only friend, my best friend. I hope to God I was wrong in what I heard. I don't want my life to fall apart because I don't know if I will be able to put it back together.
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Just wanted to drop by to say "Happy HoLidays"!
Have a great time with those that mean the most to you.
Best Wishes,
Jess
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PeopLe are Like stained-gLass windows. They sparkLe and shine when the sun is out; but when the darkness sets in their true beauty is reveaLed onLy if there is a Light inside.-ELisabeth kubLer-ross
CLick!
You have been featured in my first ever news articLe: [link]
Enjoy your day!
Jess
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PeopLe are Like stained-gLass windows. They sparkLe and shine when the sun is out; but when the darkness sets in their true beauty is reveaLed onLy if there is a Light inside.-ELisabeth kubLer-ross
CLick!
*dies*
x) thnx for the comment!
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How are you? And what have you been up to?
I just wanted to drop by and say thankyou for watching me - your support means a Lot!
Jess
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PeopLe are Like stained-gLass windows. They sparkLe and shine when the sun is out; but when the darkness sets in their true beauty is reveaLed onLy if there is a Light inside.-ELisabeth kubLer-ross
CLick!
Jess
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PeopLe are Like stained-gLass windows. They sparkLe and shine when the sun is out; but when the darkness sets in their true beauty is reveaLed onLy if there is a Light inside.-ELisabeth kubLer-ross
CLick!
How are you doing?
I hope you're well and I hope to hear from you soon.
Take care!
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Both of my wrists are injured. Please bear with me if I leave a brief/wordless comment instead of a critical essay or if I favorite your work with no comment. I cannot really type/ use a computer on my own because of this.
Thank you for understanding.
Jess
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PeopLe are Like stained-gLass windows. They sparkLe and shine when the sun is out; but when the darkness sets in their true beauty is reveaLed onLy if there is a Light inside.-ELisabeth kubLer-ross
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I was a cat in a previous life.
>^..^<
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It is possible that I temporarily lost my insanity.
forever
how are ya? x)
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I'm not creepy... just different. ~ Raven
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I'm not creepy... just different. ~ Raven
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Ryan<------------>RyDoG
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Your writing is awesome, and endearing at places (the little that I saw)...I would write more and comment, but Ive not the time currently.
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"In the good old days, you could buy toys that, if you misused them, you could lose an eye or a finger."
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No! If we don't have the key, we can't open whatever it is we don't have that it unlocks. So what purpose would be served in finding whatever need be unlocked, which we don't have, without first having found the key what unlocks it?
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Siamese: FORTUNE COOKIES NEVER WRONG!
and maybe i'm a senior member because i've been here for an awful long time?
Hehe anyway, thanks for looking through my stuff; glad you liked it.
And Happy St. Patty's Day.
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A conclusion is simply the place where someone got tired of thinking. -Arthur Block
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